another day sick
and those guilty feelings come
up and keep me down
... and occasional Tanka... and Haibun. Started after a competition on the unbound.co.uk blog (see #1 and #2). Mostly actually senryu , I think. This year attempting to publish a Haiku every day - 365 Haiku a Day. For good or for ill, I always aim to stick rigidly to a 5-7-5 structure - forgive me if I have counted the syllables wrong, often they are how I have said, or thought, them in my head rather than their official number.
a quiet morning
trying silent recycling.
but it's just so hard -
the paper is no problem,
but my god, the tins! the tins!
a face silhouette
smile, prettiness, crookedness
each now paid no mind
From words on page 198 of Lapvona by Otessa Moshfegh (Vintage, 2022).
more control to breathe
beneath her flesh she had
grown pride and space
From words on page 198 of Lapvona by Otessa Moshfegh (Vintage, 2022).
when the night moves fast
and you know that you've slept well
yet cannot grow light
*
The feeling of heaviness after what should have been a decent night’s sleep but it felt like it went by too quickly, completely dreamless, and somehow without relaxation, and now you can’t shake that weighty feeling that comes from a lack of sleep.
deep breath and new strength,
mountains, river, waterfall,
green hills, forests, sky
From words on page 170 of The Magician's Nephew by C.S.Lewis (HarperCollins, 1955/2009).
youth falls asleep and
lilac petals are scattered
across battlefields
Written for the Tricycle February 2024 May Challenge using the Spring season word, lilac, but was not entered.